I'm Going Back to the Start

So, there's nothing like this having a girl thing. Or maybe its this having Berea thing. Case in point: She just inserted a wetwipe into a new clear vase we got from some lovely friends' yard sale this weekend. She is obsessed with laying washcloths, wet wipes, cloth diapers, generally anything with right angles, down and getting them to lay flat. As her always naturally exasperated mother, I must say its kinda hard.

Oh. Now hearing the song of the day. Coldplay's "Science." Mostly just because of these two lines:

"Nobody said it was easy...No one ever said it would be this haaard...I'm going back to the start."

So, Anderson and I had a rough go of it today. And before that, Jesse and I did, too. My only respite is this sweet girl who feels I can do no wrong. And I need that exact thing right now. For those who are interested in what I need. Something I didn't mention in my first "surly" blog...I intend to be about as selfish as I really am in these so as to hopefully extract it all and leave it here. Cause I've noticed that my friends who blog, not that they blog selfishly at all, but they seem less obsessed with saying everything in their head when I see them, and I was thinking, maybe its because they've already said it!

So. Back to me and the girl and cooking our dinner.

Jesse is a good daddy and taking my good boy to dinner, just the two of them. It will all be OK.